at one point i was happy :) and then i was afraid,then disappointed, then understanding ,then thinking, then sad, then realizing and understanding then again happy. cycle that is.  that was my feelings towards you. i was actually not having this sadness that would turn into severe sadness, after all i am ok. i just want something, i just want to have my thoughts all be settled, i just want  YOU. i mean i will not die if i will not be with you, i will be just ok with out you, but my life will be  wonderful if you’re in it. i wont be sad if you’re not with me, but i wont be happy either, i will just be ok. i dont  want to be OK, i want YOU. :)

I don’t know if this will last, but one thing’s for sure and i am very certain , this is REAL  :)